- starved yourself
- made yourself throw up
- took a razor to your skin
- burnt yourself
- been raped
- been abused
- been called ugly/fat/bitch/etc.
- got bullied
- cried yourself to sleep
- felt like you’re not good enough
- thought about suicide
- attempted suicide
Because I swear to god I will message every single fucking one of you.
I’m really lonely, and can’t take anymore rejection.
I just want someone like me to be intimate with, not just sexually but and or physically with, cuddles and caress , to lay in bed and not have to say anything for hours just spoon, cuddle and caress each other. But I don’t want a relationship, or maybe I do I don’t know I just need someone who understands my needs and who has the same. At the moment thou I just want to hide from everyone. But I know I won’t find what I’m looking for if I do. I’m strong most the time and when I’m not I pretend very well. It kills me that I KNOW this is life and I have to deal with it but at the same time I just want it all to happen or fall in my lap. It hurts too much to have the patience that I know I need to have this happen. And I’m always fighting to urges to rush it along.